technically this is about tuesday

i work up this morning to a really disturbing dream that o and i were mermaids.
i told him the dream today and he made a point of telling me that he was a merMAN...but it was my dream and he was a mermaid. we were trying to stay underwater and away from some evil lady. it was really weird because i remember struggling to breath, but if i was a mermaid, breathing underwater really wouldn't be a problem. ? it was weird, but made perfect sense at the time. i also remember sheila was in one of my dreams, but can't remember what it was about.

it was Christmas in another one. both sides of my family were together, which was weird since my parents split when i was 3...and they have never been in the same social setting since unless they are on complete opposite sides of whatever room, building, yard, football field, etc...anyway, in addition to that phenomena, we were celebrating with my stepmom's side of the family and i haven't seen them much in the past 6 years since i moved to the east coast. the boys were grown up in the dream, but were still acting like little kids. we were all playing on someone's living room floor and it felt very strange to be hanging out playing like we were 5 years old.

then i was in someone else's house, but it had a familiar feel to it, like it was mine, or someone close to me. i was snooping through stuff in the bathroom. it was so intriguing to me. it turns out it was my cousin's (on my mom's side of the family) stuff. we used to hang out all the time and sleep over at each other's houses after major holidays or birthday parties, so we were really close growing up...i thought their stuff was so cool. i woke up and remember wondering why my cousin used that smell of deodorant and that i wished i had some that was that cool.
i think i need help.

with all the dream crap aside, i got my business cards today! i officially feel like a grownup. i think i am going to go to work tomarrow and put together a media kid (with my business card enclosed) and send it to my parents. =)
Maybe they'll stick my card on their fridge.
I actually gave out my card to two people today, four counting o and sheila... i don't think they gave a shit, but i am pretty happy about it.

it's my sister's birthday tomarrow and also one of my best friend's. i'll drink to them both. more on that tomarrow.