What is it about being an 18 year old girl that is so attractive to men? Especially old men? Is it that everyone is secretly a child molester and decides to get by the barely legal way? Or if you reach an age where women your own age don't want you, you figure you'll fit in with the fresh meat and will be so much more attractive since you can buy them wine coolers? And because you look rich because you are making more than minimum wage and can help out with homework? If i knew i could get an older guy when i was 18 i would have promoted myself a little bit better...damn it.

Moving on....Angel got cancelled and my room mate was crying about it last night.
i have no clue what he's going to tivo now, with angel and buffy finally dying.
: ) sorry, O.

In other news, i was trying to work my charm on this guy at the bar the other night and another guy came up and started talking to me and farted in my personal space. he lingered for awhile and finally left, making me look like the farter. damn farting jackass...what do you do in a situation like that?

moving on to the dreams, and then i'm done. last night i actually don't remember a lot of them...but i do remember walking around an amusement park with sheila and looking at attractions. they were building an egyptian one with lots of bridges over us that were really skinny and sorta dangerous, like in an indiana jones movie. and then i was in the middle of jessica simpson and nick whatever's world and she was going to be in a new disney cartoon. she was dressed up as a snake and was painted green and was part of the attraction we were all at. she was trying to swerve her head like a snake and kept fucking up.
then we were in a nursery in their mansion and she sent nick some wall paper border with a cartoon scene with her in it. what a self-centered bitch!

so i am predicting they are going to get pregnant and have a demon child.

the only dream from the other night that i remember and forgot to post is that i was in a city for another celebration and my dad was there. and all of a sudden milwaukee and washington dc merged, because there were landmarks from both in the same city. it was deja vu all over again too, because i remember dreaming about the same type of thing, with the same scenery, etc. i'd pass when walking that doesn't really exist. there were a lot of promotions going on too and instead of miller lite, there was budweiser everywhere!

that's it. i am off to shower and try to find work...